Once you go down this road, there is no return. When you lady is not only present, but has encouraged your desire to take a real man's cock, and, take it bareback, a new level of relationship will ensue. She will bring home real men to pleasure her, sometimes in front of you, sometimes not. She'll put you in chastity, will only free you when you are going to have a cock fucking you...and will train you to only cum from being fucked like a little sissy slut.