an Nickyhere :Friday night, and i decided to stay home. *giggles!* i have been SUCH a good girl! i have been running, and training.. intent on 2024 being the 'year of cindy'! *giggles* i am in need... MORE than "in need" of some "me-time!" i need an evening, a night alone. An evening to treat myself. i finish my first appletini. YUM! It is simply.. delicious! The green poison stings my throat, and i take a long, deep swallow! my eyes light up! i love the feeling of the chill.. racing up my spine, erasing all of my inhibitions! *giggles!* i LOVE the chill racing up my spine! i giggle, and wiggle, and settle in to an evening of self-love. i NEED this! i NEED some time to myself, to enjoy my body, to explore my many fetishes, and most of all, to explore my fantasy about a Woman. A British Woman. A Woman named "Nicky". She is, and has been, my everything for several years. i watch the video, and feel like a naughtly girl. i know i should not watch such filth, and i know i should not masturbate! But... i can not deny how wonderful my fingers feel, rubbing slow, wet circles on my clitorus.