'I fantasized a lot when I was in my first marriage,' said Gigi Dior, a 41-year-old divorcee and mom who was born in Chicago and now lives in New Jersey. 'That was a sexless marriage and I wanted more. I would see a handsome guy in a grocery store walk by and wonder what kind of underwear he had on. I would imagine how he would feel pushing into me for the first time. Read more at 40SOMETHINGMAG.COM.