The moment that turned me onto M2M Jerking

I remember my first experience that put me on to everything.......it was probably 2015 or 2016 and I was at McDonald’s in woodbury ct taking a piss. There was two urinals and the urinals were right next to each other with no divider so you directly see the person next to you. There was an old guy, like in his late 70’s or older in the urinal next to me and immediately started staring at my cock and saying out loud over and over again you got a nice one oh wow you got a nice oh wow so big very nice as I looked over he was jerking his cock it was almost fully erect but you could tell it wasn’t all the way there, dude let me tell you for an old guy he had a super nice fuckkking cock.... It was long like over 7-8 inches and decently thick with the most ridiculous amount of veins on it. I’ve been the most heterosexual straight jock type of male all my life up until that point. Seeing that immediately began to make my cock get hard and he noticed immediately and got even more excited almost like a drunk person who can’t shut the fuck up or calm down. As I was about to look at his cock again a man and his young c***d walked in and I abruptly stuffed my semi erect cock in my pants and stormed out. As I walked out my cock got harder and harder in my pants. Bulging out of my pants as I walked out.

I didn’t realize it then cuz I was so caught off guard and I guess not ready to realize that I liked seeing big hard thick veiny cocks. I just couldn’t admit to myself that I liked what I saw. I was sooo straight but knew slowly in time that I’m not gay but I guess I’m not bi cuz I don’t like m2m kissing,sucking, or fucking but I do like cock play... I really liked seeing hard thick cocks and seeing cock unload could easily make me cum with zero contact.... Fuckkkijgb

I’m to the point now where I’m super into getting baked watching porn and cumming together with other guys or group of guys is super fuckkking hot to me and is kind of what I’m missing right now. I need a bud a could fuck around with on the side discreetly with no strings attached.

Just wish I could find someone in CT to play with..