Should I get pregnant?

I have been on a weight roller coaster for a while now. For a while i didn't like my body cause of my weight issues. Lately as you can see though I have been caring lees about what others think I should look like and started embracing myself. I learned that i can still be sexual as long as i'm comfortable with myself being a fat slut.
The thing is now I want every one to see me on the outside how i feel on the inside, I want to be a fat fuck cow.
I have never felt like a pretty little girl and i shouldn't. om a fat slut and sometimes i need to be put in my place. I hate when people call me cute gorgeous, or beautiful. I know they look at me and only see a fat ,greasy , black whore cum bucket. I know what i am and I love it. Being used publicly by random guys and their friends is always the highlight of my day but not when i'm being lied to.
That being said I<b style=""> want to get fatter as soon as possible[/b]. So I want to get breed by every guy willing to fuck a used cow slut and their friends and their dogs. I want to be a fat pregnant black cow slut complete with milking udders. I want to be sure that after I undergo my transformation i will be be able to get fucked by random guys when i need it.