Cuckold 5
11 months since my last update......... So our marriage is stronger than ever and my desire to share my sexuality with other men has grown to new heights but this update is about my husbands and my relationship.
When I first embarked on this journey I was very conscious that it might lead to jealousy, upset and a breakdown of our marriage, something that I would hate to happen. I suppose all relationships are different and our cuckolding isn't because I no longer want or desire my husband sexually, if fact quite to opposite. It was his idea for me to have sex with other guys, something at first I was shocked and uneasy about but I took the plunge and we are now where we are.
Where are we? I'm surprised that the acceptance of my urge to have sex with other men has grown exponentially, far more my acceptance than my husbands, I feel no fear in letting my husband know when I see what turns me on, something that I now know I've been suppressing for many years of our marriage (before we started and even for many months after my first encounter) It's a fantastic feeling being able to be truly honest, not that I wanted to lie to my husband but that everyone feels they wouldn't want to hurt their partners feelings.
I take great pleasure in telling him when watching porn what I would do with the well hung stud on screen, and how full and horny I would feel with his cock inside me, my husband finds it fantastically sexy to experience my sexual liberation, I'm 10x more horny now than I was ever before (not that I was a prude before) When out and about I feel no hesitation in being caught looking at guys by either my husband or the guy I'm looking at, in fact I relish being caught by the guy because I know my next step will be to give him my "come fuck me eyes" with a lovely smile. I have become proficient in the art of flirting, a skill that is very underestimated, I find flirting is a wonderful way of making new friends not only for male but females as well, it's also a good way of finding a sexual partner.
To a certain extent I have reigned in the amount of men I am now having sex with, not that it was ever excessive but now we (my husband and I) find my lack of inhibitions in bed, the way I flirt and the sexually overt way I dress (sometimes) enough of a kink to make our sex life better than most can expect.
We find it very exciting to take time to plan my next encounter, we are planning for a themed scenario where I am a paid porno model for a photo shoot, I will dress in a kinky number (black leather and PVC) and get the stud to come over, my husband will direct the shoot telling my to drop to my knees and remove the studs cock from his jeans and put in my mouth and for me to bend over the sofa to take his bare hard cock, the exciting thing will be when he has his cock inside me will he go against my husbands directions and start fucking me? If not I may push back to see what happens.
When I first embarked on this journey I was very conscious that it might lead to jealousy, upset and a breakdown of our marriage, something that I would hate to happen. I suppose all relationships are different and our cuckolding isn't because I no longer want or desire my husband sexually, if fact quite to opposite. It was his idea for me to have sex with other guys, something at first I was shocked and uneasy about but I took the plunge and we are now where we are.
Where are we? I'm surprised that the acceptance of my urge to have sex with other men has grown exponentially, far more my acceptance than my husbands, I feel no fear in letting my husband know when I see what turns me on, something that I now know I've been suppressing for many years of our marriage (before we started and even for many months after my first encounter) It's a fantastic feeling being able to be truly honest, not that I wanted to lie to my husband but that everyone feels they wouldn't want to hurt their partners feelings.
I take great pleasure in telling him when watching porn what I would do with the well hung stud on screen, and how full and horny I would feel with his cock inside me, my husband finds it fantastically sexy to experience my sexual liberation, I'm 10x more horny now than I was ever before (not that I was a prude before) When out and about I feel no hesitation in being caught looking at guys by either my husband or the guy I'm looking at, in fact I relish being caught by the guy because I know my next step will be to give him my "come fuck me eyes" with a lovely smile. I have become proficient in the art of flirting, a skill that is very underestimated, I find flirting is a wonderful way of making new friends not only for male but females as well, it's also a good way of finding a sexual partner.
To a certain extent I have reigned in the amount of men I am now having sex with, not that it was ever excessive but now we (my husband and I) find my lack of inhibitions in bed, the way I flirt and the sexually overt way I dress (sometimes) enough of a kink to make our sex life better than most can expect.
We find it very exciting to take time to plan my next encounter, we are planning for a themed scenario where I am a paid porno model for a photo shoot, I will dress in a kinky number (black leather and PVC) and get the stud to come over, my husband will direct the shoot telling my to drop to my knees and remove the studs cock from his jeans and put in my mouth and for me to bend over the sofa to take his bare hard cock, the exciting thing will be when he has his cock inside me will he go against my husbands directions and start fucking me? If not I may push back to see what happens.
vor 6 Jahren