Damn how I crave my wife discretely coming full circle to having genuine sincere desire for her (and some other lucky BBCS f pleasures) AND not mine, to being ALL IN AND commmitting to being honest with herself sexually, by the desires of her fantasies of being a MARRIED/ side chick to a BBC gentleman that captivates her body and mind to such degree that she has placed him primarily over her husband in every regard, aspect, and consideration for the "any moment" he feels wanting to having and needing her company, body, and heart!!! Shit i got a major "iron like"hard on just imagining that actually transpiring and being mines and hers REALITY!!!
When she was about 7 or 8, her family asked the cute little jewish princess: "What do you later wanna become?"
After some hesitations, she answered, frowningly: "Hm. I think ..., ehm I might would wanna be an artist. Yes. Or so I think. Definitely."
Then, things came up. But she stayed seriously at it. Yes - definitely serious, frowningly even and w/ that expression of taciturn begging in the ravens-black eyes.