My porn journey - from curiosity to addiction
I've been inspired by dp-lover's blog post to write my own post from when I discovered porn to becoming a chronic masturbator and porn addict. Check out dp-lover's here: http://xhamster.com/user/dp-lover/posts/402219.html
Just like dp-lover, I was always fascinated by sex and porn. In my early teens there was always exposure to innocent things on TV which raised curiosity (mild things like a female TV presenter in a bikini, for example Catriona Rowntree...Fellow Aussies will know who I am talking about). I remember from time to time wanking over the lingerie sections of the department store catalogues we got in the mail, it was uncommon, but was just the start.
Although we had dialup internet back in the late 90's and I had some idea there was porn online, I never knew where to look or the opportunity to even try (The PC was in the living room and there was never a moment when I was left alone on the PC). I think it was some exposure to some mild porn sometime in high school, there would always be some guy flashing a printout of a naked girl, or someone sneakily finding a softcore pic online while the teacher turned their back.
I was maybe 14 or 15 when I eventually learnt of a website called thehun.net and one early morning jumped on the PC before everyone else in the house woke up to see what it was all about. Back then, the website just contained text links with a brief description and I was very selective of what I clicked on. I only looked at solo stuff at the start. It became routine for me to get up early on weekends before everyone else and spend 30 minutes or looking at pictures.
At some stage when I was still 15 we got a new PC in the living room, and I got the old one setup in my bedroom. Being the sort of teenager who knew their way around a computer, I managed to run a phone cable from the living room to my bedroom, neatly hidden under the skirting boards (my parents never knew). It would become routine for me to wake up around 5am on some weekends and spend upto an hour or so looking at more porn pics online before everyone else woke up. Eventually I became more curious about porn and started to look at the links that had soe more hardcore descriptions (I was still grossed out by anal porn, so it was mostly mild male/female action). I also started making a collection of those 10-second preview clips.
Eventually I started to see some familiar faces such as Gauge and Taylor Rain. By age 16 I was driven by more curiosity, and started to look at anal, DP and bukkake porn pics. I also started to get into milf and BBW stuff when I discovered the website MILF Hunter and Samantha Anderson aka Sam38G on Big Naturals.
When I finished high school at age 17, we got broadband. This blew my mind. I was soon using file sharing apps to download 20-minute clips or complete high-res picture sets. I can't recall what porn it was or what pornstars featured in them though. I soon started to study at TAFE (like a training college for those of you in the US). Being in an IT class meant we had portable hard drives and most of us would share porn we had downloaded. I soon started to learn about full length DVD rips (you will probably know where to download these).
This was the start of my addiction. Pornstars like Jenna Haze, Sandra Romain, Tory Lane, Hillary Scott, Taryn Thomas and Sativa Rose got me hard instantly and I would make the most of any opportunity when home alone to blow a load over them.
I also discovered IRC chatrooms. This started another addiction. Exposing myself on webcam. I used Yahoo and MSN Messenger to cam with girls which eventually led me to a few amateur cam sites which I still use today on a frequent basis when having a long edging session. I'll touch more on this later on.
I remember a prime opportunity came along around 2006 when the family went away for a few days and I was left home alone for about a week (I recently started working so I could not take leave). I spent almost every night beating off over a few new DVDs I downloaded ('110% Natural 9' with Gianna Michaels and 'Big Natural Breasts 6'). Dad had a projector from work, so I setup my PC in the lounge and connected it to the projector. I had Gianna Michaels servicing two guys in what was essentially a 10 foot screen on the wall. This was probably the point where my porn and wanking addiction sky rocketed.
I became more and more addicted to porn as the years progressed. I'd be up late most nights finding new stuff to feed my addiction and loved nothing more than edging for as long as I could. Exposing myself on webcam was something I really got into as well. I had no shame exposing myself to dozens, and sometimes hundreds of people while I jack off. If I knew the house was going to be empty, I would make sure I had nothing on so I could spend quality time jacking off. Opportunities to house sit for friends and family became week-long porn binges. Spending day after day naked with porn playing, jacking off for as long as I could. I'd only stop to eat or sleep.
Eventually I moved into my own place. My hunger for porn is intense. I'm mostly addicted to gangbang stuff now. Minimum of two cocks and DP, though I do like scenes with multiple guys, double anal, multiple creampies and the likes. I usually spend most weekends edging for as long as I can. Sometimes I even chat to other fellow porn addicts via skype or phone.
As of late though I've been watching scenes from the 2000 era with the pornstars I mentioned above. There is just something so perfect about them that you rarely see in today's pornstars.
Over the years there were stages where I had some shame in what I've been doing, but I have a growing hunger to see what porn brings in the future and I am not afraid to say now that I am a total wank and porn addict.
Just like dp-lover, I was always fascinated by sex and porn. In my early teens there was always exposure to innocent things on TV which raised curiosity (mild things like a female TV presenter in a bikini, for example Catriona Rowntree...Fellow Aussies will know who I am talking about). I remember from time to time wanking over the lingerie sections of the department store catalogues we got in the mail, it was uncommon, but was just the start.
Although we had dialup internet back in the late 90's and I had some idea there was porn online, I never knew where to look or the opportunity to even try (The PC was in the living room and there was never a moment when I was left alone on the PC). I think it was some exposure to some mild porn sometime in high school, there would always be some guy flashing a printout of a naked girl, or someone sneakily finding a softcore pic online while the teacher turned their back.
I was maybe 14 or 15 when I eventually learnt of a website called thehun.net and one early morning jumped on the PC before everyone else in the house woke up to see what it was all about. Back then, the website just contained text links with a brief description and I was very selective of what I clicked on. I only looked at solo stuff at the start. It became routine for me to get up early on weekends before everyone else and spend 30 minutes or looking at pictures.
At some stage when I was still 15 we got a new PC in the living room, and I got the old one setup in my bedroom. Being the sort of teenager who knew their way around a computer, I managed to run a phone cable from the living room to my bedroom, neatly hidden under the skirting boards (my parents never knew). It would become routine for me to wake up around 5am on some weekends and spend upto an hour or so looking at more porn pics online before everyone else woke up. Eventually I became more curious about porn and started to look at the links that had soe more hardcore descriptions (I was still grossed out by anal porn, so it was mostly mild male/female action). I also started making a collection of those 10-second preview clips.
Eventually I started to see some familiar faces such as Gauge and Taylor Rain. By age 16 I was driven by more curiosity, and started to look at anal, DP and bukkake porn pics. I also started to get into milf and BBW stuff when I discovered the website MILF Hunter and Samantha Anderson aka Sam38G on Big Naturals.
When I finished high school at age 17, we got broadband. This blew my mind. I was soon using file sharing apps to download 20-minute clips or complete high-res picture sets. I can't recall what porn it was or what pornstars featured in them though. I soon started to study at TAFE (like a training college for those of you in the US). Being in an IT class meant we had portable hard drives and most of us would share porn we had downloaded. I soon started to learn about full length DVD rips (you will probably know where to download these).
This was the start of my addiction. Pornstars like Jenna Haze, Sandra Romain, Tory Lane, Hillary Scott, Taryn Thomas and Sativa Rose got me hard instantly and I would make the most of any opportunity when home alone to blow a load over them.
I also discovered IRC chatrooms. This started another addiction. Exposing myself on webcam. I used Yahoo and MSN Messenger to cam with girls which eventually led me to a few amateur cam sites which I still use today on a frequent basis when having a long edging session. I'll touch more on this later on.
I remember a prime opportunity came along around 2006 when the family went away for a few days and I was left home alone for about a week (I recently started working so I could not take leave). I spent almost every night beating off over a few new DVDs I downloaded ('110% Natural 9' with Gianna Michaels and 'Big Natural Breasts 6'). Dad had a projector from work, so I setup my PC in the lounge and connected it to the projector. I had Gianna Michaels servicing two guys in what was essentially a 10 foot screen on the wall. This was probably the point where my porn and wanking addiction sky rocketed.
I became more and more addicted to porn as the years progressed. I'd be up late most nights finding new stuff to feed my addiction and loved nothing more than edging for as long as I could. Exposing myself on webcam was something I really got into as well. I had no shame exposing myself to dozens, and sometimes hundreds of people while I jack off. If I knew the house was going to be empty, I would make sure I had nothing on so I could spend quality time jacking off. Opportunities to house sit for friends and family became week-long porn binges. Spending day after day naked with porn playing, jacking off for as long as I could. I'd only stop to eat or sleep.
Eventually I moved into my own place. My hunger for porn is intense. I'm mostly addicted to gangbang stuff now. Minimum of two cocks and DP, though I do like scenes with multiple guys, double anal, multiple creampies and the likes. I usually spend most weekends edging for as long as I can. Sometimes I even chat to other fellow porn addicts via skype or phone.
As of late though I've been watching scenes from the 2000 era with the pornstars I mentioned above. There is just something so perfect about them that you rarely see in today's pornstars.
Over the years there were stages where I had some shame in what I've been doing, but I have a growing hunger to see what porn brings in the future and I am not afraid to say now that I am a total wank and porn addict.
7 years ago