Depressed / emotional pain

this has been bothering me for quite the time n dont kno how to explain dis
well im married to the man of my dreams atleast thats what i thougth..He knows
im a nasty slut, last month we all went to BK for food, we got home, my husband
and i dont know 9 or 10 of his friends, took turns cummnng on the burger . And i loved
it and tasted so good with random men sperm, every since dis happened no one wanted
to have sex with me, his friends made me do things, like wash the dishes and get a glass
and wring out towel with all the nasty food and stuff on it, was so gross but i did it, promised
me dick kept pull it out, waving it in my face, and all i could do is cry... i begged and begged
and he never gave it to me, and now i went back over there, i had to take my hard earned
working money, and went over there dressed real sexy.... he tried to play it off but he
wanted me, i went face to face with him, he tried to play it off.. and i put my hands all overhim
it took a long time for him to get hard, i do remember he went stroking to get it hard... and got him
all horny, i put on my sad puppy dog frown and grabbed his dick out and sucked it till he came in my mouth...
now those otrher 5 guys, blocked my number and dont want nothing to do with me i am sorry i moved here i just wanna go back home